I finally feel content relationally .
But now, not so much religiously ...

idk  have any decisions i'm ready to make
thats proabably apart of my acceptance ...
that it is going to take some time
i need to continue to ask myself questions
and try to find answers

it's just that in the meantime ...
ugh .
part of me, again . knows what needs to be done . but how to resist temptations are another story
perhaps i should check my trusty bible and pray for guidance.

yeah, i know what i'm doing
it just helps to type it out most of the time .

BREAK ,